![]() I am BACK I forgive myself for the erratic and infrequent postings. I forgive myself for the embarrassment I still slightly feel when I look at this blog and how much I wish I would've done. I forgive myself for allowing the fear of imperfection to impede and delay my efforts to finish what I start. I forgive myself for the self-destructive cycles that reappear in the most inconvenient times. I forgive myself for judging myself, and for comparing myself to others. I forgive myself for comparing others to others. I forgive myself for wishing to escape. I forgive myself for the multiple times I've let others define my identity and purpose for me. I forgive myself for believing them. I forgive myself for my ego interfering with bringing a deeper and more authentic version of myself in interactions with others. I forgive myself for over-apologizing to others to mask my own confused sense of self-worth. I forgive myself for holding judgment, for myself and others. I love you Tong-Tong. You are forgiven. I have stored the positive teachings, I'm ready to continue.
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